lazy evaluation

I sat evaluating

myself.

Then i decided 

to lay down.

I write

I write only
until i cry.
which is why
so few poems
this month
have been
completed.

It's just
that
I......

Second Hand

The love 
I give you
is second hand.

I feel it first. 

rainy day

• I am off from work today, that makes me happy. Since i have started working at the cafe i feel like i have learned so much about human nature and how people work, and co-exist. It comes to me that humans are a rare and unusual breed. Even though the cafe i work out is surrounded by robotic dinosaurs that occasionally "come to life" as i am to say when the "meteor showers" happen ever so often i am more entertained by the closeness we all share as humans but how completely different we all are. I notice the joy in some childrens faces to be entertained by the all the distractions, i notice how some people are constantly in a rush and do not wish to wait for anything no matter how big or small of a delay, i notice that some people will wait hour's for something they want with no complaint and a smile on their face, i notice some have no respect for people in a uniform, i notice some have the utmost respect for everyone, even letting people with more children then themselves cut them in line without a problem. I notice some people are VERY loud and peppy, while at the same time others seem to have a sadness written on their face that can be read from a mile away. Could it be the stress of a vacation or simply because it rained on their day out in the sunshine state? Who's to say really. But one thing people all do seem to have in common is that we all have our moment's , and it take's more to please some of us then others but in the gist of thing's that is what makes us human, little thing's in life, something as simple as the rain can make us happy or something as complex as getting to eat with robotic dinosaurs.

At Least

Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.  ~Buddha